Church was alright today except for sitting down on the floor...in case you're wondering,i wore a skirt...it was the first time Christine saw me in a skirt and she was like"omg,you look so demure today...can't stand it man..." lol...and that Ying Xuan didn't wear skirt..she wore jeans... today so i was the only freak in a skirt and she was like "wah,so shuang man...i don't have to sit properly"...and i was like shut up...she just had to rub it in...and when mich ng passed me she was like gaping at me...apparently everyone wasn't used to me wearing skirt to church coz i mostly wore pants...and they were like: gee you look so girl today.ahem..i AM a girl(-.-) and ying xuan was like: ahh,i finally know jane's gender(like whatever man..).and the rest were like "huh???"...haha...so funny...
well,Next sunday's juniors' sunday so we youths gotta put up a series of skits to illustrate our church's theme GLUE(Growing loving united ekklesia..dunno how to spell)...oh man,i can't wait to watch the 'loving' group's skit...the grp only has 4 people and i was wondering why so little until i read the script...oops...this is gonna be a spoiler but heck...well,Aveil-Yihui and Dustin-Nicolette were paired up as couples and if i can recall carefully Aveil had to say something like "roses are red...violets are blue..."OMG...i reckon the two guys would probably die of embarrassment...LOL...nah..actually guys can handle embarrassment well lah...well..most of them at least since they constantly make morons outta themselves.
nonono...i'm NOT jealous...i don't love him anymore so i don't care even if he has to screw someone. I DONT CARE I DONT CARE I DONT FREAKIN CARE...or do I???NONONO...i don't give a damn anymore...still,a smile and a greeting from him brightened my day a little coz ****** wasn't here today...wait...NONONO...it didn't..it couldn't...it never did...haiz...why is it so hard to let go just like how i let go of ******???~TOUT QUE JE VEUX EST TOUT~
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The forever memories we have.
