sunday morning...church..the usual...except it wasn't exactly usual coz i followed mummy to LS coz there wasn't CS as CS was having their retreat...after that,went AUPE for lunch and we headed to town coz mummy needed to get something..we went to tcc for tea..i took the usual mocha villa..wanted the choco cake but decided against it...anyway,i'm kinda tired of shopping..can you believe i'm actually saying that?sure,shopping's a great way to destress but i'd rather do other stuff to destress such as playing tennis or blading or run in the park.

Anyway,enough of the commercial break..down to the more serious stuff...ok...here goes my essay...We human beings are sensitive creatures and we don't like being accused.it's not that it pisses us off...it just makes us feel like as if people don't trust us or something..ok..i've been so-called 'accused' or rather i was thought to have done something which i didn't.i mean c'mon...i might be the most possible suspect but when will people understand that it doesn't always operate this way?the most likely is usually the least likely even though certain 'evidence' may point to it...anyway,what i was thought to have done is so childish....whoever who did that is probably too free nth to do...oh wells....

anyway,here i stand,declaring that i am not getting involved with any of this kinda stuff for as long as possible...coz i've always been wronged or flawed...it doesn't pay to be an innocent party.Therefore,if i should ever mention anything about ****** *** or any other,pls ask me to STHU..thankew..........

okkk...now...i was thought to be the anonymous person who tagged on eliza's blog...stupid anon moron...cause me to get "suspected"...ok i can't
quite blame aveil for suspecting i was the one coz i DO seem like the most likely person to do that since he probably thought i was jealous...please...everyone has the right to go with whoever they want...so he chose her...big deal...what to be jealous about?besides,insulting eliza is so childish and shallow...that person is like putting herself at the losing end of the line.....and i wouldn't waste my time doing that..i'm not that stupid and shallow though i was never in a relationship.well i'm not very happy about topping the suspect list....it feels like as though i can't be trusted or something...i mean,it's normal to feel that way...after all,which human existing today would like to be accused?anyway,i reckon that person probably doesn't like her...either that or...

ok it's a long story...i never actually spoke it out....the night before the sentosa outing in march,someone(not saying who since she's not directly involved)msged me saying tt friend A's neighbour's friend B claimed that friend B's friend is aveil's gf...since the degree of connection is quite large,there's a probability of 1/2 that friend B's friend is eliza....but on the other hand,it might not be...and it might just be some person who likes him as well...so that person must've beeen unhappy with the two of them getting together so yeah...

actually i did tag at eliza's blog...but as AJ not as anonymous of course...AJ is just some screen name i've been using ever since i first touched the internet...it means Athena jane...i think the greek mythological deity athena kicks ass so i just adopted that name...no relation or reference to any other thing...ok back to the point...i only went to her blog once...just visited it for fun and to see what she's like...she seems like a pretty nice person..and when i saw the anon post,i thought i would be nice and just tell her to change to cbox instead

oh and if you're reading this,know this if you don't already know...things that involve BGR would always have a jealous 3rd party somewhere....i may not have been attached but i know from all the accounts i've heard...the jealous party would usually try to be funny...best way to avoid them is to ignore them...coz if you respond to them in whatever way...they'll be happy and return to taunt...you see,the objective of these people is to trigger a reaction in you.so don't reply them or whatever...just enjoy each other's company and be happy and ignore completely all these kinda 'jinx'....yeah...

oh and one last thing...about the two-timing thing...i even forgot i actually wrote that...ignore what i say...i have a tendency to say things i don't quite mean...yeah...and didn't expect you to read my blog anyway..why did you read anyway? well..dunnit to bother about what i mean....just know that you love her...that's all that matters lah...

now all i have to do is to wait for that joker to read this...and btw,if you've read this, lemme know so at least i know that you've read what i want to say which is so long that i can't squeeze them all into 1 sms...yeah...

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