Guess what i just did?you'll probably think i'm mad,insane,bonkers,whatever...i don't care...but just listen to this

my family's already asleep and i just grabbed my keys and my phone,clad in a tee and shorts with my school jacket over them and went downstairs all by myself.i decided against the lift..i didnt like the idea of taking the lift...staring the the four corners at midnight.what if the lift broke down?coz the lift is screwed.the town council should do smth about it.anyway,i took the stairs instead.the park was only 3 mins away from my house and i just walked around the park abit and sat down and just reflect on some things.there was no one else around except this other couple a few feet away.that disgusts me a lil and i moved away.

[in the stillness of the night,the cool midnight breeze blowing past me,ruffling my loose hair. the only sounds came from the distant buzzing of cars on the road.i look up into the clear dark sky and watch the stars flickering.]

as i just sat there with my knees up against my chest,many thoughts randomly swirling through my mind and i began picturing all the scenes that i can vividly remember..both pleasant and not so nice ones and also the ones that are supposedly nice but just reminds me of other things.i tried shaking off the not so nice ones.I was surprised.I never thought i'll actually remember all these things coz i never thought about them much.i guess during the day i'm too preoccupied to bother.it's only when i'm alone especially at night then things flood my mind.

After a while,i bowed my head and prayed silently to God...everything just came pouring out...whatever random things i just gave it to Him.After i was done,i felt a lil better but i didn't leave yet.i sat there for a little while and then i stood up and returned home.i was hungry so i raided the fridge and i took a lil of the Cabarnet...i took the chance to try it now coz my dad didn't allowed me to...yuck...the taste was horrible.i poured a lil into my cup and took a gulp and spit the whole damn thing out..i should've just left it untouched..i mean undrunk(no such word but wadeva).the taste is still in my mouth..argh..had to kill it with hershey's.

anyway,okok..i know it's crazy to go downstairs at midnight alone but..haiz..i dunno lah...anyway,i feel a lil better and i think i'll be able to sleep well.

anyway,good luck to Louis for tomorrow's exams..and also to whatever else..

there's so much on my mind it's tearing me apart
~Something Corporate

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