Man,I feel good!Today's like the most productive day ever.I mean, I did like 5 or 6 assignments because of E-learning.I feel so hardworking coz it feels like I had done a lot.Whoo!
I kinda like e-learning.I can do my work as and when I like.PLUS I can go and sleep then wake up and continue with my work unlike in school where I gotta TRY my BEST not to sleep.HAHA!
Anyway,I was just bloghopping and I stumbled upon an aquaintance's blog.She was blogging about some stuff that was bothering her and it kinda reminded me of the stuff that's been bugging me for a while coz her's was generally similar to mine with some slight variations.Since the thing is bugging me I should just blog about it to get it outta my head.
You know,I've heard many positive being said of both issues but then they just don't make me feel better.In fact, I think they make me feel worse.The more I hear the more I doubt. I hate to say this but it seems like my doubt undermines what I truly believe in. In other words,I'm having that same heart-wrenching numbness(Oxymoronic I know) that I had known before some time ago.For now,I'm not bothering with winning.All I'm concerned about is that I don't wanna lose a friend/s.If this feeling is not disenchantment then I don't know what it is. It's sad how things never last forever.Everything is just so fragile. One minute it's all laughter and fun,the next it's cold war and that awkwardness.Anyway,the point is treasure your friends and shared moments because you can never be sure when things may just crumble. I usually don't fancy blogging about fall-outs but then I kinda feel better after typing all this shitload of feelings. I agree with Justine now. Writing about stuff in your mind really helps to keep them from bugging you.
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The forever memories we have.
