Ok,this is gonna be a random aka senseless rantings so bear with it for a while..

You know the song in my previous post?Strange and beautiful?Yeah,I didn't really talk much about it coz I was too sleepy.Now that I'm taking a short break I shall talk about it.

I love that song because it reflects many things that I've mentioned before in earlier entries especially these lines "Sometimes the last thing you want comes in first/Sometimes the first thing you want never comes".It's like so bloody true lah.I remember writing something like that in an earlier entry.That's a sad(perhaps annoying as well) but true fact.It's like everyone will have something he or she desires greatly,be it a certain someone,happy peaceful family,branded goods etc etc.Unfortunately,you may not be able to get it due to certain circumstances like social issues,financial issues etc etc.AND here comes the annoying part,what you don't wish to have or rather BADLY want to get rid of comes your way instead and the worse that can happen is that it DOESN'T go away no matter how hard you try to get rid of it.Ah well...that's life.We just gotta live with that.

Oh but I particularly like the first stanza.Don't ask me why.I also dunno.It's just that you know,sometimes when you read or hear something naturally it just have some kinda impact on you but you dunno why?Yeah,something like that.

Anyway,it's like you're trying to get something you know is bloody beyond reach.You're trying to get closer and closer to something but no matter how close you get,it's never close enough.It'll always be out of reach.In other words,whatever the hell is it is simply unattainable.It's something like in life,people always try to seek the truth but no one can actually reach the absolute truth.We can only get closer and closer but never reaching it.That's why no one claim to know the truth because in this world,we can never have complete certitude about things.If we think something is true beyond doubt,there'll be someone else who'll be able to come up with something to falsify it.

In short,we're living in this fucked up imperfect world.Yeah,life truly sucks at times but the least we all can do is make the best out of it and enjoy it,particularly special moments.After all,how can we be so sure that now we may be alive but the very next second,something happens and it's all over?Reminds me of the second stanza of one of Feste's songs in Twelfth Night..I can still remember it..

Present mirth hath present laughter
What's to come is still unsure.
In delay there lies no plenty
then come kiss me sweet and twenty
Youth's a stuff will not endure.

Darn,I realise that whatever I've said is rather fallacious but seriously,I'm too tired to do anything about it so oh wells...

Oh I realise something as well too.I reckon that the only thing that can make me really happy thus far is sports.Seriously.I mean it's like after doing some physical stuff I feel a whole lot better especially tennis and squash coz I pretend the balls are annoyances in my life and I just whack them away.Or you can try sticking the picture of someone you hate on the ball so it makes it easier for you to whack it.HAHA!Nah,I'm kidding.That's a bit too mean lah.Hey but actually not a bad idea..hmm...nonono..can't do that...I'm supposed to start being nice..aiyah..I already failed.I tried you know..but that niceness couldn't last for more than one weekend.Oh wells.Nevermind,I shall get through one week at least...I hope...Haiz..that's my overconfidence for you yet again..>.<

Speaking of which,I remember playing squash with Jansen and Hsing Shen and Jansen was telling me to imagine that the squash balls were his face and really effective leh!I managed to whack most of them.HAHAHA!Hmm,wonder how they're both doing now...Kinda miss those 2 monkeys..they always make me laugh with all their crap.Oh wells..Anyway..before I forget...

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO LOUIS!

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